I never knew that everything was falling through

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 10:03 PM

♥ Happy Birthday to Show, Luo Zhi Xiang!

Hello people

today school was not bad.

i can hardly remember what happen already)':

but i know,

during class mass run, i'm super duper pekchek.

3n1 seriously don't rocks at all.

they totally changed.

changed into a irresponsible and always think about themselves ONLY.

whatever fcuk it is.

during recess time,

irwan kecik keep ask me go over their table there sit.

and i was like, shaking my head furiously-.-

okay, finally settled down on a table.

in front of me was just saikit and yu an.

i saw yu an first, because he was staring at me-.-

den after that, saikit.

i prank call him-.-

lame, i know-.-

soon after that, Mr Justin don't know what happen to him.

he just keep on shouting at yu an-.-

dots, scare me bodoh-.-

he super fierce siolllla.

okay, after school.

recieved a message from small aunty.

and after that,

was in the toilet with jihan.

and daddy call me,

saying that he will meet me at vista point

and we will cab down to NUH to visit big aunt.

she was in danger/in operation.

i was super worried.

and i just broke into tears.

thanks jihan for hugging me at that time.

while walking back to class,

anis came.

both of them hugged me-.-

thanks thanks.

ohkay, went back class.

and i couldn't stand it anymore.

and so, i just went down on the floor and cried.

eeling was shocked again.

keep on going round to take tissue.

thanks people, really thanks alot.

walked to vista point after that.

daddy went to cut hair,

because tomorrow onwards,

he will not be free( going work everyday! ).

meaning, i will be alone already)':

and daddy gonna work everyday, non-stop )':

while daddy went to cut hair,

i went home.

trying to calm myself down.

i went down my knees in front of the "shen tai" at my house.

praying my big aunt will be fine.

totto chan was there to hug me.

aww man, i love you, totto chan!

okay, soon .

daddy came back.

faster rush down to NUH by cabbing.

it cost daddy $15.70.

reached, went up.

big aunt is still in the operation room.

went for lunch with daddy and small aunt.

small aunt was so worried that,

she asked for a half day off right after receiving the call from peiying sis.

she's so worried okay?

okay, around 5pm..

big aunt was out of the operation room.

we went in.

she just had her sleeping pills.

so we didn't talk to her.

at first was only me and daddy went in,

she's like, trying so hard to open her eyes.

but she cant.

my heart just sank when i saw her like that)':

i nearly cried.

but i didn't.

around 6.30?

sister came.

and she went in too.

ohhh, okay. skip skip skip.

went home around 7pm?

met mommy at cwp.

mom was back from genting.

and we went home.

here i am now.

i'm tired.

and i don't think i will upload yesterday's photo.

so, bye and takecare people!

Happy Birthday to Show, Luo Zhi Xiang ♥
today is my one and only show, luo zhi xiang's birthday! :D
dearest husband, today is your birthday!
do stay happy always okay?
all these 14 - 15 years of hard work,
you really did a great job okay! :D
01december2007 ; a memorable day for me and your fans! :D
and the days we chase you ! :]
unforgettable, although it's over.
but it's always in my heart, always!
SFC, this is your hardwork too.
please, wait for us.
i will come in soon! :]
sorry that i couldn't get a taste of your hardwork by joining sfc now.
but trust me, i felt it, and i really do! ♥
yu le bai fen bai, your albums, shows, dvds always make my day so good!
you sure done us proud alright?
i browse through your pictures whenever i misses you:]
supporting you, IS my hobby:]
loving you, is my interest:D
nobody gonna change this fact!♥
always takecare of yourself alright!
don't get sick already! :D
ohyah, i really wanna thanks you for teaching me( and your fans ).
so many many things!
without you, i wouldn't be thinking so much:]
you are the one who teached me how to treasure people around me,
being filial to parents and moreeeee.
i miss you soooo muchies,
i will be in singapore waiting for you! ♥
lastly, i gonna sing birthday song for you:D

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Show Luo Zhi Xiang,

Happy Birthday to you!

祝你生日快乐,

祝罗志祥生日快乐
祝你生日快乐!　:D

Labels: ♥ 罗志祥` 生日快乐 ♥♥♥

3:02 PM

please be fine, my dearest big aunt!
why is this kinda things happening to my close ones?
please god, i'm gonna beg you.
please let my big aunt to be fine.
i'm willing to shorten my life to exchange her's.
i only have one word to describe life; Fragile
life is really so fragile.
i went down on my knees begging.
tears are pouring as if it would never stop.
i didn't let daddy see my tears.
i didn't let my family members know i'm crying.
i'm going over to visit you later on, big aunt.
please be strong!!
Ahgong and Ahmah, please let big aunt be fine okay?
you wouldn't wanna take her away right?
please, let her be alright♥
okay, i will come back blogging later on.
i'm going over to the hospital soon.
stay tune to my blog people.

and not forgetting;
Happy Birthday to my one & only husband, one and only
SHOW, LUO ZHI XIANG !

我爱你罗志祥! ♥

and lastly,
thanks to people who send me messages to cheer me up or
people who cheer me up just now.
thanks Jihan( first to discover me crying because i'm in the toilet with her),
thanks khairunnisa( second to discover me crying because she saw me when walking back to
classroom)
thanks eeling ( third to discover me crying as i went back in class squatting down crying )
thanks qiutong ( forth to discover me crying as she call me , actually going to meet her up)
thanks luqman ( fifth to discover me crying and trying to make jokes and cheer me up )
P.S./ sorry jihan that i couldn't share with your problems just now.
i promise that i will try to help you okay?
i also promise you that i will listen all your problems, tell me more the next time we meet up.
****************
Sorry qiutong that i couldn't meet up with u the last minute.
i will meet you up tomorrow okay?
Love and miss♥

Labels: ♥ praying helps.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 8:39 PM

♥ I tried to take a picture of Love, but i never knew that it was empty.

Heyyo peoples!

ohwell:]

today school was fine ya:]

eeling was late for school and she went for suspension.

it was like

( finally she had suspension after so many times of waking up late-.- ).

oupsyyyy:x

okay, so i went recess with Syahidah:]

and sien hui gave me 2 packets of Mamee( the maggie mee biscuit! :D ).

i didn't eat for a long long time manxxxxx!

i'm like kinda addicted to it!

Ohx Myx Goshx! =.="

heh:D

hmm, after school went to find Mr. Isham.

for the decorating NDP stage :]

went to change up( so that i won't dirtied my uniform as Mr.Isham told us yesterday.

hmm, it was doing fine at first.

i'm like enjoying it so much,

and i took a video of it.

but by accident,

i keep on look at my phone and i drip the paint onto the place that i should paint-.-

and i was so damn shocked and &*^*%^@ !

haahs! :x

okay, nevermind .

lucky it's fine after that:D

thank friends for helping!♥

okay, so after that.

raudha, syahidah,mira addilah,atyqah,,shahida,shahira

accompanied me to wait for my daddy.

okay, and daddy came.

went to causeway point to make HP stuffs.

and bought McFlurry! :D

with extra orea crunches!

THANKS TO SHUMIN! :]♥

i wanna try Mcfurry + more orea crunch + hot fudge the next time!

whoohoo! :x

okay, after that went for lunch/dinner with dad,sis, sis bf :]

went home after eating:D

okay, i'm busy with my New Hp stuffs.

because i just started using it today:D

okay, bye and takecare people.

I want CAMERA!! ♥♥

Labels: ♥ i miss LZX so muchiesxzsxzxs

Sunday, July 27, 2008 12:29 PM

thanks yiheng and william for this PM ! :]

i love totto chan!♥

there's so many unwanted stickers.

and so i took this, it's cute! :D

isn't this so cool ?!

CIP ENDED! :] yiheng was exhausted ! hahas! thanks for voting,yiheng! :]

birthday boy

birthday cake:]

girlfriend cam-whored using my phone-.-

this picture was so cool!

the evidence of brendon sabo-ing people ( HAHA ).

Happy Birthday Yicheng ! :D

group photo! :]

♥ The more we get together ;

Hello people:]

I will post about saturday :D

okay, woke up at around 8am.

and went for cip ! :D

reached school, briefing and whatever.

ice-breaking time.

actually my group have, kamalia,syahidah,me,2 sec1 girls and alvin.

but after that, yiheng and alvin change group.

so yiheng came my group:]

hehehs! :D

oh well, briefing ends at around 10am.

den we set off to block 582 :]

the 2 sec2 girls went to 1- 6 floor.

and the rest of us, 7-12 floor.
lol! :]
at first was boring.

11 & 12 floor nobody wanna recycle things.

10 floor - there's one family which already stack up the newspaper which is as high as mymouth!

can you believe that?

4 people gonna carry everything!

SUPER HEAVY LUH!

hahas! :x

den 9 floor - 2 plastic bags.

8th floor - alot newspaper also.

7th floor - we encounter a new couple which just moved in.

and still renovating.

their house was super cool!

you know our houses always have the key to lock/unlock.

but their's very special!

they key is a card!

like the genting hotel like that!

OH MY GODNESS SAKE!

lol-.- it was super duper coool okay!!

So, we decided to knock on the door to check out their house:x

it was super nice okay!!

lol, :x

i like it super much luh :x

i took a picture of it:D

hahas, ohyah, they gave us alot alot of cardboards( as shown in the picture above ).

it was super tiring.

brought it down already.

and by the time, it's already 11am.

hahas:]

i took a picture of yiheng lying down on the cardboard at the end!

lol! it isn't very clear:/

nevermind:]

okay, after everything.

went to vista awhile and den met kelly girlfriend at her house:]

went to viva for breakfast/lunch:]

after eating, slack awhile.

den went to her house to use comp.

soon, her bro came back.

hohoho, i saw his hair liao.

lol! :D

okay, around 4.50pm?

i went home to change up and everything.

went to eat with daddy.

met girlfriend at 6pm.

den bought ice-cream ( CRUNCHY ) to eat.

den went to basketball court to meet super friends:D

played basketball and all.

stop at around 10+,

went to vista park slack :D

slack till around 12 - 1 am :]

went home, because i'm too tired:X

lmao, :]

okay, that's all yeh:D

i'm going to hospital later to visit my aunty again.

she went for operation yesterday.

i hope everything gonna be alright.

Qiutong, same goes to her too okay?

don't worry!

EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE FINE! :D

i love you!

lastly, still gonna thanks alot alot people for helping me to vote again!

lots of lots of love! ♥♥♥♥

bye and takecare people! :]

Labels: ♥ i love cip`

Saturday, July 26, 2008 12:13 AM

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YICHENG ! :D

Hello people,

today school was fine :]

after school waited for Mr. Too guo qiang.

he made me wait for around 15 mins man! -.-

hhas:x

nevermind, today was his last day.

takecare Mr. Too! :D

den after that, went to vista find super friends.

den went home take/change clothes.

back to vista find them.

everybody reached around 3pm+ ?

okay, den prepared the stuffs.

took lift to 4th floor.

and secretly walk to 5th floor,

went outside yicheng's house and shouted for him-.-

and sang birthday song for him( with birthday cake ).

hahas:D

it was so touching okay? :]

nearly teared, but didn't:D

oh well, after that went down to downstairs de rc.

took photos and eat cake:D

when everybody start to eat cake,

the girls went to our bag take floor and pour at them! :x

hahsa! :D

that was soooooo fun! :p

i'm the only one who is clean?

oh nono, is weixiang!!

haha! :x

den after playing, cleared up:D

went up to yicheng's house:]

played maple! :]

den voted again.

ahhas! :]

around 6pm?

went off to cwp de kfc.

but too many people,

so went to 888 plaza de kfc:]

yicheng treat all of us eat ! :D

total of 12 people.

(brendon,chimeng,darren,elgene,kelly,lekwhye,qiutong,Rebec,wanyee,

weixiang,xundun,yicheng)

thanks yicheng ! :D

after eating went to play basketball:]

so fun yeh! :D

but very tiring,

after playing basketball,

played flour again.

because still got left over:X

hahs:D

after that went home le,

reached home at around 11pm.

faster go bath and everything.

online le, den faster vote and ask people to help vote.

sorry people for keep asking you guys to help me vote !

THANKS FOR HELPING TO VOTE ANYWAY! :D

you guys really did a great job:]

thanks alot people for staying up late with me yesterday and today just to help me vote! :]

really thanks alot.

i'm really very very touched.

at 11.57pm, the moment i click "vote",

but it's over already.

and i just teared)':

aww man, i cant believe it.

it's so .....

ohmygod):

nevermind, it's over already.

show luo will win!

i believe in him! ♥

hahahs! :D

i'm really tired now.

i shall stop here.

photos will be uploaded tomorrow or other days.

more updates tomorrow! :D

do stay tune at my blog!

bye and takecare people.

oh, not forgetting the birthday song for Ng Yicheng ! :D

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to yicheng,

Happy Birthday to you :]

hope u like the presents/cards/surprises for you! :D thanks alot for the KFC treat! :D

stay happy always! TAKECARE! :D

Labels: ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YICHENG`

Thursday, July 24, 2008 9:28 PM

( HE GONNA KILL ME IF HE SAW THIS PICTURE, LOL:P )

♥ THANK YOU MR. TOO ! :D

Hello people,
today school was fine.
mother tongue lesson, we went to food lab.
we make ketuk ubi ! :D
we mashed the tapioca, den pour the brown/orange sugar down.
put it on our hand and roll it:]
and mixed it with the coconut thingy:]
it's so nice to eat okay! :D
lol, after that, went back class.
hahs:]
den hariz keep telling me,
cekgu duer( mr. TWO ) blah blah de.
hahas-.-
den went out, alot people staring at both of us.
den mr. too paiseh.
lol, act act walk away.
and came back in few seconds time-.-
and he gave me Chemistry textbook( because i lost it in the last semester ).
he gave it to me for free!
oh my goodness sake.
i told him i will pay him back money,
but he don't want.
and i just teared in front of him.
and he walk away straight after that( he was afraid to see me cry after that time in class-.- ).
oh well,
eeling was super shock to see me cry.
oh my god.
i cant believe that, my face is so ugly when i cry!
WADDA? lol:x
raudha also very shock.
ahahs.
den sharie keep on wanna hug me-.-
duh lah! -.-
den he ask ms ng why i cry.
den ms ng says because i'm being touched by a teacher for giving me free books.
den she say again,
i also got give my student free books lor, don't know why he never cry.
so sad siah):
HAHAS, i was like-.-
lol, ms ng was super hilarious man! :D
she rocks! :D
okay, after that.
had pe.
i got silver for my napha test.
but 1 more point to gold.
it's all because of my standing board jump! -.-
i hate standing board jump okay!
but heng ar!
i got it already! :D
i got 162cm for my standing board jump.
but teacher count it as 160cm because i jump from another way. f3
whatever, i got gold anyway:]
FIRST TIME SIOL! :D
for so many times of napha test,
i think this is the first time i got gold?
hahas, happy:D
well, i cant remember what happen after that,
after school, went to find mr. too again.
he gave my geography textbook.
he still wanna give me social studies textbook.
thanks mr. too guo qiang! :D
hahas, i keep pestering him to tell me the price of the books so that i can pay him money.
he still didn't tell me-.-
grrrrrrrrs! =.="
after that, going home le.
but saw ms nicole ng, yiheng and junming revising for amaths( binomials ).
so stayed awhile too.
finally, the first question i know how to do already:x
hahas! -.-
after that, went msia with daddy.
den went home:]
sorry that i keep asking people to help me vote can?
i'm sorry!
but please, PLEASE HELP ME VOTE!
THANKS ALOT ALOT!
YOU GUYS SO ROCKS MY LIFE OKAY ! :D
i will never forget you guys! :]
anything u want me to do for you,
i will do my best to help you guys! :D
okay, i gotta go already! :]
bye and takecare:D